[ He's a little surprised when Lan Wangji shifts to move them around, when he turns onto his side to face Wei Wuxian. The guy always sleeps stiff as a board so it must mean he's trying to make sure this conversation is had, that Wei Wuxian understands him. It makes something go a little funny in his heart as a result but he'll shift to curl up with Lan Wangji regardless.
His arms move to rest against Lan Wangji's chest, fingers curling lightly in his robes. The hand on his hip, the arm pillowing his head, it all does its job of making Wei Wuxian feel protected and safe in Lan Wangji's arms and so, he settles, any tension dropping out of him even as they broach the conversation topic they've been avoiding.
You must come to me in return, if it is needed. Wei Wuxian feels light at these words and wonders, does this mean he can kiss him whenever he wants or only during a suit flare? He wonders, he wonders.
But the next part has even more heady implications and he swallows, hard. To hear that Lan Wangji didn't find it unpleasant... knowing the other man as he does, he knows that's high praise, that he must have enjoyed it as much as Wei Wuxian did. Right? ]
You liked it? [ He sounds so hopeful when he asks that, unable to keep the ache of tenderness out of his voice. ] I liked it too.
[ So, they like having sex with each other. Now what? ]
If you want to again — you don't need a reason to kiss me. Or anything else. You can just say "I want to" and I'd let you. [ And then because he's a little nervous that's a little too Real, he adds: ] While we're here, you don't have to worry about it.
[ He adds because he thinks — back home, Lan Wangji has responsibilities and probably doesn't like him like that and who knows what he's planning his future to be? So, he doesn't want the other man to feel like what happens here changes everything he's doing back home. He can just... kiss Wei Wuxian if he wants to kiss him, and it won't change anything between them. ]
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His arms move to rest against Lan Wangji's chest, fingers curling lightly in his robes. The hand on his hip, the arm pillowing his head, it all does its job of making Wei Wuxian feel protected and safe in Lan Wangji's arms and so, he settles, any tension dropping out of him even as they broach the conversation topic they've been avoiding.
You must come to me in return, if it is needed. Wei Wuxian feels light at these words and wonders, does this mean he can kiss him whenever he wants or only during a suit flare? He wonders, he wonders.
But the next part has even more heady implications and he swallows, hard. To hear that Lan Wangji didn't find it unpleasant... knowing the other man as he does, he knows that's high praise, that he must have enjoyed it as much as Wei Wuxian did. Right? ]
You liked it? [ He sounds so hopeful when he asks that, unable to keep the ache of tenderness out of his voice. ] I liked it too.
[ So, they like having sex with each other. Now what? ]
If you want to again — you don't need a reason to kiss me. Or anything else. You can just say "I want to" and I'd let you. [ And then because he's a little nervous that's a little too Real, he adds: ] While we're here, you don't have to worry about it.
[ He adds because he thinks — back home, Lan Wangji has responsibilities and probably doesn't like him like that and who knows what he's planning his future to be? So, he doesn't want the other man to feel like what happens here changes everything he's doing back home. He can just... kiss Wei Wuxian if he wants to kiss him, and it won't change anything between them. ]